Herself speaks.
I have only let myself think ever-so-briefly about the fact that I would probably do a bit better overall, and especially in taking care of myself, if I had a local friend. Someone to motivate me to go for a walk in Nature, to run mundane errands with, to provide company for Ordinary Life. People have these kinds of friends. I need to get one.
The truth is, though, I don't want a friend here. I want My Cherished Friend here. But that's not an option. So I need to try harder to tend to myself, and to remember that he is better off in Oceanside. Visiting him will always be a Joy. Perhaps I can find solace in that thought.
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