Her Gym

I joined a gym yesterday.

I am unhappy with my weight and physical health, and angry at myself for my lack of willpower and motivation. I disgust myself. I am hoping to shed a few pounds, as well as rid myself of some personal baggage and self-loathing, at the gym.

It's a "women only" gym, which should alleviate some of my horror of exercising this overweight middle-aged body in front of other people. Hopefully the gym will not be populated by slender young things who (through no fault of their own) will make me feel worse about myself. We shall see.

Wish me luck.