Sunday, August 17, 2025

Thirty-Four

 Herself speaks.

Beloved Husband and I have been married for nearly fifty nine percent of my lifetime now.  For some reason, it feels as though it has gone by quickly. Or perhaps the memories of the earlier years become crowded and compacted, like layers of sediment, by the later years. 

Every now and then, a piece of our shared history is unearthed, especially now as we are doing some much-needed upgrades to the house. I wade through a container of grade-school papers from the Offspring, or find an occasional photo from Days of Yore. I sort the box of little T shirts that our elderly rescue dogs wore for comfort. That little hook there? My Dad gave it to us, because it matched the decor in that bathroom -- I'd forgotten until Beloved Husband reminded me. Little pieces of an entire life, slowly being weeded and organized. It's odd, after years of organic chaos of Offspring and pets and Everything, to slowly and methodically tidy all the pieces of our life together.

There's such a sense of -- Completion? Empty nest? -- without any Offspring or dogs or any pets that make noise (the sound of bunnies rummaging in hay is not loud enough to count) on weekends. I feel old? Or tired? Perhaps it is time to plan some new adventures, as we step into this next phase of life. 

We travel on. And time moves ever swifter. 



Friday, August 15, 2025

Little by Little

A little Duolingo gets done. 



Tuesday, August 12, 2025

White Sands/Moonrise

 Full moon, August 9. Lovely.





Friday, August 8, 2025

Fifty-eight

Well, I'm fifty-eight.
It is perilously close
To sixty years old.

On the other hand,
This means I can pick and choose
Which f*cks I will give.

Sunday, August 3, 2025

Towering

The kitties sure do enjoy their new tower. 

Nice. 

Saturday, August 2, 2025

Time Flies/Dragonflies

Facebook flashback reminded me that this beautiful photo was taken ten years ago. 

How I miss those times: walks in the Albuquerque Biopark, conversation and creatures and quiet. It's almost a visceral sorrow, knowing that those days will never come again. 

Sometimes, I am tired of carrying around the sadness of all the losses, small and large, in all their permutations, from the past several years. 

But what is sorrow, after all, besides love with nowhere to go? 

Friday, August 1, 2025

August Aspiration

I am working on taking better care of myself. 

Someone should take decent care of me. And it turns out that I am that someone.