Mediocre

I'm trying really hard, but it still seems like I'm still just going through the motions each day. (Which is OK, I suppose, as I find my new normal after The Task.) I feel as though everything I do is mediocre. I am a mediocre mother, mediocre wife, mediocre friend. I could do so much better.

Actually, perhaps right now, I cannot do any better.

My soul is tired, still.

My peoples -- have patience. Know that I love you, and that I will find my way back to how I would like to be.